“Every next level of your life will demand a different version of you”
“Sun always doesn’t shine brightly so do you”
Hello everybody, this is me Juneli Sunar currently pursuing my undergraduate degree in BBA (Bachelor in Business Administration) and student of prime college. Before writing this blog, I was in dilemma from where to start and asked myself what have I done till date to write this. When Niraj sir asked me to write blog, I was telling my friends and MLRC teacher I have nothing to write and no fun moments, I have not achieved anything. I was making excuses with my reports and viva but, when I completed report, I thought of giving time for this. On July 3, Wednesday I sat down and recalled my journey it gave me goosebumps.
I got goosebumps because I have no clue a girl who was so introvert, scared to catch up with new people, putting up her opinions and ideas just because of being judged and insecure of her heights would come this long journey. I am so thrilled that I have fall and uplifted myself in this journey.
Diary before I adapted with prime environment
Initial days were roller coaster for me which happens to everyone, I always carry a pre-planned with me, I had set a priority like completing all my semesters with good grade, coming out of my comfort zone, making more friends and taking every opportunity to uplift myself. If I recall my high school, it was splendid, I wasn’t myself a girl full on confidence and has set a bench mark for other students and I was wanting more at university. As first day wasn’t tough for me, I interacted with many girls and became quite familiar but a week after became tough due to many factors all of them had their own group, and one kind of barrier was there. I didn’t give much attention to college activities and making myself away from college life, slowly became invisible towards self and somewhere felt I two, three priorities are shattered. I knew reason that I am more attentive towards another set goal out of college and I was happy with this as well because I can’t get everything at once. Slowly, I adopted myself find nothing new and no fun with friends, no canteen chitchat, no involvement in any co-curricular activities and active participation in club event. Felt like, I was a leader, achiever and confident girl during high school so, I should not give up. Then, I made a decision to join prime cultural club.
Actual diary never to forget
After I joined prime cultural club and remined myself of my priority, I became different version of myself. I showed my contribution in club and college activities and interacted with so many people. The actual journey of university begins here. As a member I volunteered in many events like ICT meet up, prime CMAT Mock Test Program, Prime Fun Fiesta etc. Finally felt like at least doing and learning something new. I participated in every club event and due to my active involvement, I became executive member if club (Event Management Officer). This title was big for me but I got to learn and experienced so many new things during this period. Meetings with management team, putting up my opinions and listening to others and executing that particular idea was so awesome. We as a team organized so many events like Women’s Day, Holi Celebration and many more events. It actually made me realized there were many events but I ignored. Sports Gala is always my favorite event in Prime College because I have a deep connection with sports. My horizon of friend circle, learning, experimenting has been increasing and I want to grow it more. I am mor than happy to know my strengths, weakness, ability and potential. Prime college does provide equal opportunity to all students, it all dependents upon student whether they want to grow themselves or hide themselves in classroom corner. Best thing about prime you can be who you are and has platform for the students who wants to have exposer. There’s no any barriers between teachers and students, they are more like friends.
Few pictures to recall my days
Internship At Prime College
This was my second time applying for internship in, passed my interview and was so excited and nervous ta the same time. I was ready to walk into another path. On Falgun1, I started my internship. Honestly, first day wasn’t easy so many thoughts regarding different aspects. I wasn’t explained about my roles and responsibilities and in a state of confusion. As, I was sitting on coordinators room waiting for my mentor, one of faculty teacher came near me told me directly “if I wanted to show my caliber do not sit like this” this statement made me work more precisely and consistently. I wasn’t aware about my duty now I am more aware. Doing internship in prime has made me understand many things like being professionalism, how organization functions and has got platform to widen my vision. I am grateful towards Pragina Singh Shrestha mam for believing in me and I am so inspired from her, supportive teachers, my dear friends and morning students. Each day has been new for me in many aspects. It has been six months working as an Admin Intern everything is special for me whether good or bad. MLRC has been giving so much for the students, seems like another seven semesters if going to be more fun, learning and productive semester for me. I am still coming out of my cocoon to be better person.
Thank you each and every one for being part of this journey. Every moment is special for me, whether good or bad every part is moment of alwaysness for me, I will cherish this forever.
Juneli Sunwar, BBA
My Running Diary
This has been very close to my heart. I officially started running after I completed my high school. During school and high school, I used to play lot of game but running was somewhere hidden. I couldn’t recognize my passion and interest sooner. I had no one for suggestion and was too introvert to communicate with persons. 10+2 gave me new life, I myself went Dasharatha Stadium to get some information but couldn’t make it again I gave a try finishing my plus two and this time I made it happened. I had zero knowledge about athletics still I gave chance to myself. At first it wasn’t easy for me having no one. Luckily, I was in hand of Nepal’s best coach player and team during district selection. I still get surreal feeling, recalling my first ever running competition, this race has taught me value of being first and last. I was so happy that I completed my race in first try. Life has been so beautiful, explorative, socializing and my body became more happier than me. I used to smile each day and pat myself for being so dedicated, discipline, determined and mentally, physically strong. Within one and half year, played more than 20 races. Each race has its own story. They taught about patience, coach hand behind success and I am my own competition. I have tested both failure and success and always remind me to stay grounded. My coach, team became my family. I am so proud that with my consistency, I achieved something which hasn’t been achieved by the players playing since eight nine years. I was balancing everything. I want to thank everybody who welcomed me with warm heart and accepted my decision. Everybody role matters, but can’t write it will turn into book.
Suddenly covid happened, tried best to stay calm and compose, made schedule used to train self at home, tried best from being distracted. I stay productive, during covid me and my team engaged in virtual home training, I took useful online courses, in collaboration with helping hand Nepal did some volunteering work. Cultural club was active enough, in collaboration with Leo Club of Kantipur Kathmandu and did small program called feed the voiceless, online interview of new club members etc. I became quite disturbed with lockdown extension, education loss, no socialization, there created some communication gap with the closed ones. After Covid everything changed for me and sure for everyone. I stopped running due to my personal reasons. There is no guilty, till I played I gave my heart and soul and still very close to heart. I stepped back from executive members. I was preparing myself for new things to happen.